Even at the tender age of 8 years old, there was nothing Juan
Jose Martinez hated more than Christians in general and the Catholic Church in
particular.
His hatred was so great that he would stand out on the balcony
of his house on Sunday mornings,
insulting people who were on their way to Mass and even spitting on
them.
He would tell them that all the Church was doing was weighing
them down with rules and taking their
money. To him, the Church was nothing more than an outdated institution which
only existed to take advantage of the poor and ignorant.
At school, he would try to talk his classmates out of going to
religion classes, making fun of them for what he saw as silly superstitions.
Everything changed, however, in January 1995 when some of his
classmates invited him to attend a charismatic prayer group. At first, he
resisted the invitation, but then he decided to go so that he could make fun of
his friends and the other people attending the service.
Since he had never been in a church before, it all seemed very
strange to him. What first struck him, however, was the tabernacle. As he told
Catholic News Service: “...they were all looking at the golden box at the back
of the church. I didn’t know what it was, but I thought it was where the parish
priest kept the money.”
If you are familiar with the charismatic style of prayer, you
know that, at that prayer service, there were people praising God as loudly as
they could and other people speaking in tongues. Juan Jose thought they were
crazy and could not help but make fun of them.
At the same time, something inside made him want to return the
next week.
As time went on, he began to see the Church in a different
light. He appreciated what faith in God and a loving community meant to the
people who attended that prayer service. Also, he grew to respect and admire
the priest who spoke movingly about the Bible and the love of God.
Soon, he was beginning to not only attend the prayer service
but to go to Sunday Mass. Little by little, the love of God was reaching his
heart. As he explains it, “My eyes were being opened and I saw that God was not
a legend or a story for the weak, but that he existed and that he was
supporting and guiding me. I experienced that he loved me so much that he
wanted me for himself and was calling me.”
Finally, he was at the point at which he wanted to be
confirmed. At that service, he committed his life totally to the Lord saying,
“I am yours for whatever you need.”
From that point on, Juan Jose began experiencing a call to the
priesthood. His father was furious when he found out and went so far as to beat
him telling him that he would be a priest only over his dead body. The father
also said he would report the parish priest to the authorities for corrupting a
minor.
It took some time, but his father eventually accepted his son’s
vocation to the priesthood and he was ordained in 2006.
The story of Fr Juan Jose Martinez’s journey from atheism to
the priesthood is a dramatic example of God’s mercy. No matter how far gone
people may seem, God never stops trying to reach them and bring them home.
The story of Thomas in today’s gospel is also a story of mercy.
Though Thomas refused to believe, Jesus nonetheless appeared to him. The loving
mercy of Jesus is so great that he would not allow doubt to overcome Thomas but
reached out to him so that he could believe that the Lord was truly risen. And,
in response, Thomas utters the most resounding and profound acts of faith in
all the gospels: “My Lord and my God.”
Just so, there is no one here today and no one outside of these
walls who has sinned so greatly that God cannot reach him or her. There is no
one whose heart is so hard that God cannot penetrate it. There is no one whose
soul is so cold that God cannot warm it. God never gives up on anyone but is
constantly hounding us until we turn to Him and ask for forgiveness. That
tireless pursuit of the sinner and willingness to forgive any offense is the
meaning of God’s Divine Mercy.
However, there is more to the story of mercy than accepting
God’s offer of forgiveness. Once we turn back to our Heavenly Father, we must
also practice mercy. Just as we have been forgiven, we must forgive others.
Just as God has stooped down to serve us, we must serve others. Just as God has
comforted us in our sorrow, we must turn and comfort our brothers and sisters.
This is what Fr Juan Jose Martinez did. He received mercy and
then, in turn, became a priest so that he could be a minister of God’s mercy to
others. It is also what Saint Thomas did. Once Jesus revealed Himself to him,
he joined the other apostles in spreading the good news throughout the world.
Just so, we must spread the message of God’s love and mercy to
everyone we meet. Like the classmates who invited young Juan Jose to that
prayer meeting that changed his life, we must invite others to experience for
themselves the loving mercy of God which we have encountered in Jesus Christ.
If we do so with confidence and faith, then the good news of God’s Divine Mercy
will spread throughout the world. And this world which is marked by so much
doubt, injustice and violence can finally know peace through the mercy of our
Heavenly Father.
(story taken from Blanca Ruiz in an article published by the
Catholic News Agency, March 6,2017)
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