James Townsend was
one of those men who just could not get a break in life. From the time he was
very young, trouble seemed to follow him.
His father was
physically abuse and his mother was too sick to take care of him. When the
stock market crashed and the Great Depression hit they lost their home and
young James turned to a life of crime. His first arrest came at the age of 10
and from that time on he was shuttled from one reform school to another.
During World War II
he joined the Marines and life appeared to be turning around for the better.
After the war, at the age of 19, he was able to land a job and married a young
woman who soon became pregnant with twins. However, one night after losing
badly at a poker game, he came home and shot his pregnant wife to death in the
kitchen of their cabin. She died instantly along with the two lives that were
growing within her. He was arrested and sentenced to life in prison.
James was distraught
and without hope. So he began to turn to God. At first, he started going to
Mass in hopes that the prison officials would think he had changed and offer
him parole for good behaviour. But he soon became friends with the prison
chaplain, and the message of God’s love and mercy even for a cold-blooded
murder such as he began to sink in. He gave his life over to Christ and allowed
the Holy Spirit to change his heart. He began to reach out to other inmates to tell
them about the same hope and mercy he had encountered in God.
Behind bars, James
found a freedom that had eluded him when he was out in the world. The prison
officials were impressed by the change in him and he was released after serving
twenty years of his sentence.
He knew that his
early release was a gift from God and he wanted to make the most of it. In
particular, he wanted to do penance for his crimes so he considered joining an
order of monks. But his heart was drawn to the Capuchin order of Franciscans
and after several years of study and training, he was ordained a priest. During
his almost forty years of ministry he witnessed to others about God’s power to
change even the most hardened sinner and brought his message of hope to inmates
throughout the world. God used him to soften many hearts and turn many lives
around up until his death in June of 2011.
Brother James’
incredible story is living proof that God still works miracles among us. There
is no one, no matter how sinful or wicked, who cannot be changed by giving his
or her life over to the Holy Spirit. There is nothing we can do that would make
it impossible for God to change us and use us to touch others. If God can turn
around the life of a murderer, what can he do with ordinary sinners like you
and me?
Today’s first reading
is from the book of the prophet Jonah. God had called him to preach repentance
to the city of Nineveh. Nineveh was the oldest and greatest city in the
Assyrian empire. They were a particularly wicked and brutal people. Yet God
wanted to offer them the opportunity to repent and to change. Our Heavenly
Father’s love and mercy are so great because He knows the misery and despair
that sin causes. He knows how evil-doing breaks hearts and ruins lives. In His
love he cannot help but take pity on those who fail to recognize and live in
His presence. So He never fails to offer again and again his gift of
forgiveness and healing.
The same is true for
us gathered here today. We have all fallen short of the ideals that Jesus
preached. We have all failed to love. And yet we are called by God here to
experience His mercy and forgiveness. No matter what we may have done in our
past, God can help us overcome it and change us. We should never let guilt and
shame over our past mistakes keep us from embracing the love of God today. We
cannot change the past, but we can go forward into a future of hope by
welcoming the mercy of God into our hearts and allowing it to change us.
Though we can always
count on God to forgive us, we should be careful never to abuse His love. How
would we feel if the people we loved kept on hurting us because they thought we
would always forgive them? Though God is always willing to forgive us, He is
offended when we take His love and mercy for granted. That is why Saint Paul
warns us in the second reading that our time is running out. Because of His
mercy God gives us time to repent, but that time is not as long as we think. We
will eventually stand before the judgement seat of God to give an account of our
lives and how we have taken advantage of the opportunities to change that He
has given us. If we have kept putting it off, it will not go well with us. But
if we accept the message with joy, we will witness miracles in our lives and
stand before God with confidence.
With God there is
always hope. He never abandons anyone He has created and redeemed in Christ.
There is no heart He cannot touch, no mind He cannot enlighten and no life He
cannot change. All we have to do is invite Him in, give Him our lives and let
Him take care of the rest. If we trust Him with our lives, not only will we
change but He will use us to touch the hearts of others. It is His promise to
us in Christ. It can really happen if we repent, believe in the good news and
follow Christ who calls us to a new and more abundant life.
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