What holds us back from being fully the
person God created us to be? What keeps us from fulfilling all the dreams He
has for us? Why do we resist the inspirations He gives us daily to be more
generous and loving to those we meet?
The simple answer fear. Fear holds us back
from achieving all the great things God has planned for us. We are afraid of
what others think. We do not want to be judged, criticized or ridiculed. We
fear failure. We worry about what it will cost us to follow Jesus with all our
heart and strength. How will it affect our relationships and jobs? Will others
reject us because of our faith? Will we be called “fanatics” or “bigots”
because we take God’s word seriously and make it the center of our lives. We
also fear being wrong. What if we go all out in following Jesus and it does not
end up being worth it? Finally, we can also be afraid that we are not good
enough.
Those who followed Jesus during His
earthly life knew very well the fears that we experience today. Even though
they found the courage to leave everything behind to follow Him, they still
experienced doubts, reservations and fears. We know that Judas began to fear
that Jesus was not really the Messiah which led to his betrayal. When Jesus was
arrested and crucified, the disciples fled in fear that they would be next.
Even after Jesus rose from the dead, they remained holed up in the upper room,
hiding from the authorities. They were imprisoned and isolated by their fears,
unable to proclaim the great wonders they had experienced.
However, all that changed on Pentecost
Sunday. The Holy Spirit came rushing down upon the place where they had been
staying. A mighty wind shook the building and fire from the sky descended upon
them. They were so overcome with God’s presence within them, that they praised
Him in full voice. Not able to contain their joy, they spill out into the
street below proclaiming the wonders of God to all those who were passing by.
They were no longer afraid what people would say about them. They were no longer
afraid that they would be arrested and put to death. They were no longer
concerned about their lack of talents or education. In fact, they were not
thinking about themselves or their fears any more. Rather, they were caught up
in the great wonders God had done for them and in His power. Their joy was so
great that they could not keep it to themselves.
The Holy Spirit we received at our baptism
and who lives in our hearts through faith is the great antidote to our fears.
He inspires us to take the focus off ourselves and our limitations and to put
it on God and the infinite possibilities He offers us. The Holy Spirit gives us
confidence that no matter what situation we may find ourselves in, God will
provide us with what we need to not only get through it but to thrive. He fills
our innermost being with such a complete and overflowing joy that we do not
care what others think anymore. We no longer measure ourselves by what others
expect of us but by what God expects of us. Though we may still experience some
nagging fears and self-doubts, they will begin to dissipate as we experience
God’s power working through our human weakness. We learn to rely more on His
inspiration and power and less on ourselves.
It all begins with prayer. The disciples
were gathered in prayer with Mary in the upper room when the Holy Spirit
descended upon them. In fact, prayer is nothing else than allowing the Holy
Spirit to raise our hearts and minds to God. By spending some quiet time in
prayer every day, we learn to become attentive to God’s voice speaking to our
hearts. As we experience His loving presence, we grow in our ability to trust
Him. We let go of the doubts that hold us back and begin to make choices based
on what our Heavenly Father has planned for us rather than on what we have
planned for ourselves or what others expect of us. Our fears melt away as we
experience God’s power taking root in our lives. Our prayer time every day
should begin with the words, “Come, Holy Spirit!” Then we will experience our
lives being transformed as we learn to follow the Spirit’s lead.
The next important step is rooting out sin
in our lives. The Holy Spirit cannot work within us and through us if our heart
is enslaved to selfishness, greed or lust. If we have too strong a desire for
the comforts and pleasures of this world, then our hearts cannot be attuned to the inspiration
of the Holy Spirit. We cannot be free to follow the Spirit if we are enslaved
to sin. Saint Paul makes this very clear in today’s second reading. After
listing sins which he describes as “the works of the flesh”, he tells us, “I
warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not
inherit the kingdom of God.” The good news is that we do not have to allow our
weakness and shame to hold us back. In Jesus, we have the forgiveness of our
sins and the power to overcome them. As we allow the Holy Spirit to work in and
through us we will also find the strength to conquer our temptations and put
our strength into doing good for others rather than indulging our passions.
When Jesus appears to His disciples on the
day of His resurrection, He greets them with the words, “Peace”. At the Last
Supper, He reassured them that peace would be His lasting gift to them. The
Hebrew word for peace, shalom, which
Jesus would have used is much richer than our English word. It can also be
translated as “health”, “prosperity” and “wholeness.” In essence, peace is what
we experience once our fears have been conquered. It is a result of our
confidence in God. It is the lingering joy of knowing that we are forgiven and
no longer have to be held back by shame or fear. It is the gift God offers us
on this Pentecost Sunday as we gather here in prayer.
Come, Holy Spirit! Lead us, your people,
to overcome our fears so that we may proclaim the joy of Christ’s resurrection
to a world that longs for the hope that only you can give!
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