John Sullivan’s dream was to become a
deacon. That dream, however, was threatened when he developed debilitating back
pain. A CAT scan revealed that several of his vertebrae were compressed so
tightly that they were creating a bulge. Not only was it creating intense pain
for him, but he was faced with the possibility of being paralyzed for the rest
of his life. Medically, the only hope he had was to undergo surgery but even
that could not guarantee that the pain would go away or that he would ever walk
again. He would have to discontinue his studies to become a deacon and give up
his dream.
Then, one evening, he was watching a
documentary on the life of John Henry Cardinal Newman on the Catholic channel,
EWTN. He was an Anglican priest who lived in the nineteenth century who
eventually converted to Catholicism. His writings have influenced many
important Catholic thinkers including our present pope, Benedict XVI. While
watching the program, he decided to turn to Cardinal Newman in prayer and ask
for a healing. He prayed, "Please,
Cardinal Newman, intercede with God so that I might go back to classes and be
ordained."
After uttering that prayer, he began to
feel almost immediately relief from his pain. He was able to walk again and
resume his everyday activities including his diaconate classes. However, about
three years later the pain returned and he had to undergo surgery after which
he developed severe complications leaving him in even more pain. Once again, he
sought the intercession of Cardinal Newman and immediately felt a tingling heat
shoot through his body. He got right up out of bed and began walking as if he
had never had surgery.
He returned to his doctor who confirmed
that there was no medical explanation for his healing. Of course, there was no
doubt in John’s mind that he had been healed as a result of Cardinal Newman’s
intercession. And so, when Cardinal Newman was beatified by Pope Benedict XVI
in London, John Sullivan - now a deacon - was invited to participate in the
Mass as a witness to the whole world of the healing power of prayer still at
work in our world.
As we read in today’s gospel, before Jesus
ascended into heaven, He promised His apostles that signs and wonders would
accompany their preaching of the gospel. We see His promise confirmed
throughout the Acts of the Apostles. Peter and John heal a crippled man at the
gate of the Temple. Paul raises back to life a young man who died after falling
off a balcony.
However, such miracles are not a thing of
the past. As the story of Deacon John Sullivan reminds us, miracles are
continuing to take place in our world today. Though Jesus has ascended into
heaven, He has promised to remain with us always as we live and preach the good
news of His resurrection. We should expect to witness signs and wonders, then,
as part of living out our Christian faith.
While physical healings are impressive,
the most wondrous miracles of all are those which take place in our heart and
in our soul. It is the power to forgive someone who has deeply wounded us. It
is the conversion of a heart hardened by despair and disappointment that is
finally penetrated by God’s love. It is enemies who settle their differences
and become friends. So many of those miracles take place on a daily basis. We
may not read about them in the paper or see them on TV but they are no less
wondrous than any physical healing.
And while those who receive miraculous
healings will eventually get sick again and die, those who receive spiritual
healings will keep them through to eternal life. We can expect to see such
miracles if we are both living and preaching the good news of Jesus’
resurrection and if the grace of God is pulsing through our lives.
Today we celebrate the feast of the
Ascension when Jesus, forty days after His resurrection, ascended to the right
hand of God. From heaven He prays for us. We can turn to Him however great our
need or however desperate our circumstances are and expect that He will answer
us. More importantly, we can take risks in our life of faith and expect that He
will support us. If we want to witness signs and wonders then we will have to
live our faith courageously. As Mother Angelica, the founder of EWTN, so often
says, “If we are not willing to do the ridiculous, then God cannot do the
impossible.”
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